cold pain
I can’t breathe.
Breathing has been very hard for me.
I feel weak and useless. I left the old self you once hated.
I’ve been trying to renew the damaged part you once held.
I tried to smile just to be fine.
I laughed just to forget the pain.
I fooled around just to feel the old feeling. but it hasn’t helped a bit.
I was drugged for a long time, you provided me with these lethal heaven.
I tried to run away but still your haunting me. I moved away just to isolate form being drugged but you never gave me time.
You fooled me, you pampered me and now you pushed me.
You pushed me slowly, down the cold embrace and a cold friendship.
I cried, when your in joy.
I cared, when your cold.
I Loved, when you didn’t.
I hold on, but you didn’t.
Just give me time to find my answers.
